rainbow and rain after the storm

well,here i am,again...writing my blog..
its been a while i guess,..here's the story behind it..2month a go,i lost my love,i lost my nyssa. shouldn't have blame her though,everyone has their reason for leaving someone,rite?been mental breakdown since then..it cost me the whole month to totally forget bout her(lying)..we've been together for 3years n pooom suddenly,she want to breakup, leaving me for another guy(her ex)..demn it..in an instant she hate me n totally forget bout me..arrrgh.. i've been alone throughout these 3months,n finally regain my strength back..thnks to my chef and frenz that hav been there for me..most of all sykur alhamdulillah..